Wow, its been more than a week since I last posted.
Say, I am feeling really frustrated and very helpless now. Am I feeling hapless as well? Yes. Why so? Accumulation of undone homework, unrevised work, as well as CCA. They seem to be forming a cyclone and charging at me all at once. Specifically, now. Worse, my POA exam is on this Saturday. Aiming to get distinction but I have absolutely no idea about the odds of achieving it. Well, some hardcore revising will do the trick.
CCA: Like what I've discussed with some others, indeed, it is time for me to drop some and focus more on my academic aspect. Loads of thanks to Hong Yang who made me see the light and kind of made me force myself to stop procrastinating and start putting some activities to a stop. Take JJ Nexus as an example. I should be dropping it at the end of the year after prom. Yea. Informed one of the alumni, Meiling and I've just sent an email to the president. CDC. Super pissed off with the members for not replying to the VPs who are now accountable to me. I strongly believe that my VPs are capable of disseminating the info, and the members who are fully capable of reading. but they just don't want to reply! Good grief. Worse. I'm accountable to Can^5 tomorrow. If he don't get an answer, I'll be that idiot who gets the blame. Fun? Sure. Guranteed. Made a decision as to whether I'll stay in choir or shooting. I mean, I'll wait for the musical thing to be settled. Then I'll make my final choice. Because frankly, its a tough decision to make. Despite the fact that Hong Yang was telling me to stay in CDC and choir. Me and my shooting dream. Someday, I think I'm going to shoot myself to death and regret the second I pull the trigger.
My study table, the single sofa and the bed is in a total mess. Worksheets here and there with my Secondary 4 stuff on the bed. I marvel at how I manage to sleep on a bed with my worksheets. Kind of getting used to sleeping half of a super single bed. Not bad. Lol. Damn it. I couldn't find my Microsoft Office 25 word product code. Super angry with myself for losing it. But thankfully, I can borrow from my mum's friend again. Still frustrated with myself for being so messy.
Woah, feel so much better after ranting. Thanks for the suggestion Denise! Haaa... To Cousin Huiqi, I think I really got to find a bomb shelter. XD

it's 10:03 PM now